msia nite as a finalist

And so tis would be my final msia nite as a warwickian..
Times flies, isnt it?

If i do not rmb wrongly, tis is our first MSA event since the term..

The intial plan was to set up a 'boicott formal wear' team,

but in the end all of us dressed up in a potpourri:

gown, ambulance, sexy, OL, malay, hot

(does my outfit really looks like an ambulance) =P

 As usual we have play, traditional dances, singing, band etc.
In case u r wondering, our play's about may 13th,
ohhhhh in fact, we had a special guest sthing called Brunei/Malayan Armforce blah blah..
so some former soldiers/generals were invited as well..
one of them jz sat beside shin li and me..

SO SCARRYYY.. 

he told us he was in msia in 1954..
my first thought is: ohhhh so u r one of those 'murderers' in those days...

btw, the entire show was immensely pleasurable,
revolving around love, unity, humour, merry
one of the most spectacular one was tis sabahan dance,
is it called joget joget i forgot,
but i knew IT WASNT EASY AT ALL..

Not forgetting our pride: the best ever dikit barat!

The best amongst all, haha, i performed that in my first year..

Year after year, the steps are getting more n more complicated..

I cant deny that i was superbly thrilled by the choreographer and the performers..

 

but anyway,

there's a sense of pride in my heart seeing the 'ang moh's trully enjoyed the show

again, our Negaraku was great!

had never realised that it could be so pleasant hehehe..

goodbye group projects!!

The last week was just a horrid.

All I remember is endless research, meetings ending at 4 in the morning,

unkempt hair, sleep deprived, drama deprived, excessive coffee and google docs..

Majority of my time were spent alternating between the grid and my bed..

My room sadly served as a hotel room instead of a comfy place,

where i could sit cross legged happily chattin and skyping with my friends..

I SAT AROUND TALKING ABOUT THE CRISIS AND BANK BONUSES LIKE AN EXPERT..

Ahhhh what a weeekkk! 

Anyway, tat's our group..

The blend of latecomers, perfectionists and kiddly figures..

(you know who you are) =D

But the fact that we spent so much time together (at least 26 hrs out of 48)

just made us working better n better as a group..

All the pain and gain are just so worthwhile..

Thanks guys!!!

grand dates for the term

1) CIM presentation
2) CIM reflective assessment
3) Financial Statement Analysis - Valuation Report
4) Company law - FSA

At one point, i enjoy this gist of being a busy final year,
but then you know what....... ahhhhhh, nvm.

如果你最怕听那emo的道理，毋须阅

有没有人可以告诉我，如果要为生命标个价，那个价钱是多少。

报纸近来一直报导有人轻生的新闻，一件接一件，仿佛连锁效应似的。

我不否认，我自己也有想不开的时候，心存自寻短见的想法。
可是到最后，我依然选择生存下来。

不是因为我怕死。

xxxxxx

生命实在太可贵了。

每一天，有多少人因为车祸、罪案、天灾白白失去了性命。

有多少人，无端端患上疾病；或天生残缺。

他们有权利选择吗。

凭什么断定自己的命运比别人苦惨，比别人不幸。

要死不难。咬紧牙关熬下去，才是最难的。

既然有勇气了结自己的性命，

为什么不把那一份勇气，

拿出来让自己坚强点，tough 一点，克服一切。

 

死了，一了白了。

遗留下来的亲人呢。他们怎么办？

你有真心为他们想过吗？你舍得吗？

每个人都有自己的困难，家家都有本难念的经。

多难受都好，多无助也好，

如果连自己都不会爱惜自己，如何期盼别人的怜惜。

仔细想一想，这世上还有很多东西，很多愿望，

都还没兑现，就这样走了，你甘心吗。

xxxxxx

之所以把这里命名为 Live, Laugh, Love,
Live well, 好好生存；
Laugh, 有什么问题，一笑而过，
调查报告也说多笑对身心有益，可以散发更多正能量；
Love, 很多人先入为主认为这个 Love 指的是男女之间的爱，
不是的，是热爱生命的爱，用爱和真心对待身边的每一个人。

一个人的仗，确实很难打；一个人的路，也的确很难走，
可是一天没有走到尽头，永远都不会知道，
在终点等待着你，迎接你的，是什么。
出路出路，走出去了，总会有条路的 。
加油吧！安息吧！

塞翁失马

说真的，真的不晓得最近交了什么霉运，不如意的事情，接二连三的发生。

一直安慰自己不要埋怨。 

xxxxxx

天暗暗暗暗暗，到了最暗，希望晴晴的晴天赶快来到。

丟了自己，要記得撿回來

有時候，突然很想哭，却难过得哭不出來。
有時候，很想放縱自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里的发一次瘋。
有時候，发現身边的人都不了解自己， 面对着他们，都不知道该说些什么。
有時候，感觉自己与世界格格不入， 很想逃离现在的生活， 丢下一切一个人去流浪。

有時候，觉得自己拥有全世界， 一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。
有時候，明明自己身边有很多朋友，却依然觉得孤身作战。 
有時候，別人突然对你說， 我觉得你变了，然後自己开始百感交集。
有時候，很容易被別人的关怀感动，有時却对很多事情麻木。

有時候，觉得自己一夜長大。
有時候，听着一首歌，就会想起某些人。
有時候，希望能找個人好好疼愛自己，渴望一种安全感。
有時候，被別人伤害了，嘴上说沒事，其实心里难过得像死。
有時候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去仍然无法释怀。
有時候，看著時间一点点流逝，惟有感叹自己无能为力。

其实，有時候，真的会想這么多。

有時候，昧著心说“我很好”，
也只是想把最灿烂的一面，保留在每个人对自己印象的首頁。
 

丟了自己，要记得捡回來。

Happy rabbit/bunny year =)

祝：前"兔"无量，扬眉"兔"气，大展宏"兔"，"兔"年快乐！:D