As per the pinkie-logy, instead of perceiving things negatively, i would rather shape it into something positive. I'd prefer to persuade myself that everyone is kind and truthful.
Wednesday, 29 February 2012
ladies' confession on the leap day
A couple of weeks ago, amid the scorching Malaysian sun and the beautiful full moon, Valentine’s Day came and went. The roses have now dried, and died.
Tuesday, 28 February 2012
to swipe the credit card namely 'rebellion'
Hello morning!
Woke up with a perplexed mind attributable to unexplained dreams.. and it seems the only way to get me out of this mood swing is to write and spill.
The biggest difference of being home really, is stimes u get so bugged down with responsibilities and commitments that u can no longer do things as u wish. And it's getting more n more severe day after day. Right now, I really wish, i could put down all, all the things (in hand and in mind) and go on a getaway. Im not greedy. Just one day will do.
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It's not that im not doing ok.. Oh well, alright, im actually not doing so ok. Stimes it's just that u know rightfully what u shud do but u just dont feel like doing it? And u just need some further slight push or drift to cultivate the determination and eventually make things move. And to get that 'push' pinkie always resort to rebellion. But u just hv to bear in mind that pinkie's rebellion style isnt goin to be any high risk activities. So no worries about that.
Woke up with a perplexed mind attributable to unexplained dreams.. and it seems the only way to get me out of this mood swing is to write and spill.
The biggest difference of being home really, is stimes u get so bugged down with responsibilities and commitments that u can no longer do things as u wish. And it's getting more n more severe day after day. Right now, I really wish, i could put down all, all the things (in hand and in mind) and go on a getaway. Im not greedy. Just one day will do.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
It's not that im not doing ok.. Oh well, alright, im actually not doing so ok. Stimes it's just that u know rightfully what u shud do but u just dont feel like doing it? And u just need some further slight push or drift to cultivate the determination and eventually make things move. And to get that 'push' pinkie always resort to rebellion. But u just hv to bear in mind that pinkie's rebellion style isnt goin to be any high risk activities. So no worries about that.
Let's see if we can do anything about it. Meanwhile, we just hv to get back to reality and be a standard, typical little pinkie =)
Saturday, 25 February 2012
time is precious, waste it wisely
I wish i could buy time to chat with daddy in the garden..
How long ago hv we not been sitting down tgt and share about big n small things happening around..
Can u imagine things like 'i ve not met my father for 3 days straight' happening to me now..
How long ago hv we not been sitting down tgt and share about big n small things happening around..
Can u imagine things like 'i ve not met my father for 3 days straight' happening to me now..
If i really cant buy time, pls grant me the magical power to stop time.
Thursday, 23 February 2012
get well soon, pinkie!
Apologies for the lack of posts and late replies. I came down with a wicked bronchitis and I ve had zero energy left after working. As I get older I find that recovery time from even the most mundane illnesses increases significantly.
Im so sick of getting sick.
May the rest of you well in avoiding the seasonal viruses lurking about this year.
May the rest of you well in avoiding the seasonal viruses lurking about this year.
Monday, 6 February 2012
cny 2012.3
So strange ....
RM50.00 looks like a so big amount when you give to a poor
But looks small when you give it as a tip in a hotel
Praying to God for 3 min looks hard
But 3 hrs of movie is okay for us
After a whole day of work , we have no problem of going to the gym
But to do house work and to help ur mom/wife, we feel tired
One couldn't give a piece of bread to the child in the picture below
But looks small when you give it as a tip in a hotel
Praying to God for 3 min looks hard
But 3 hrs of movie is okay for us
After a whole day of work , we have no problem of going to the gym
But to do house work and to help ur mom/wife, we feel tired
One couldn't give a piece of bread to the child in the picture below
But this painting where he looks sad was sold for RM10,000.00
Vevy strange indeed! But it's true.
Vevy strange indeed! But it's true.
ps: I know it's cny, but isnt cny an occasion for appreciation, love, care and share as well?
Friday, 3 February 2012
cny 2012.2
Happy Chinese New Year! The CNY mood's probably almost over now, but still, better late than never.. It’s not chap goh mei yet anyway. And hi, im back! Back to this space to fulfill pinkie’s princess desire and dreams =)
As for how 2012 has been treating me so far - it hasn't been utter fantastic. I ve been so caught up in the intricacies of living until there’s no room for hiatus at all. At all. It’s quite sad, isn’t it? It’s painful having to fulfill every party’s desire and eventually, forgoing the will of urself. Worse case, when u r trying to strike a balance in everything, u just end up doing average instead of perfect for everything. Just like the production possibility frontier (PPF) in economics: Scarce resources, with multiple activities to be fulfilled. An increase here is complemented by a decrease there, unless, u hv extra resources. But how can u hv more than 24 hours a day. It’s just impossible.
And now my nose is blocked, which makes me super uncomfortable. I ve not fully recovered since Christmas and this is awful. I dont even get sick at the rainy country over the other end of the world.
Being back is definitely joyous because everything felt new and shiny all over again. But at the same time, I miss the laze I used to enjoy, I miss the skyping and msn days, I miss spending the evenings at Coniston, I miss having just a single responsibility which is to study well and pass your grades. I miss watching dramas episodes after episodes. I even miss having full financial support lol. There’s always two sides of a coin of course. England’s such a place that makes me cry and laugh.
One last sign of weakness before I go off for tdy – My emotions are playing the most cruel paradox on me! At one moment im happy, at another im gloomy. And ever since I read Let’s meet at Platform 8, it just seems to cast a spell on me. The only reward i have at current is 'work hard, play hard'. I realise occasionally, i ve started transforming into an evil pinkie who is ignorant of everything. You can see it as a hiatus, or rebelliant. No worries, not doing illegal acts that you'd imagine but just the fact that i want to prioritise myself, my feelings for some little times.
I don’t know. Apparently the dragon babies are going to have an incredibly terrible year for the next 11 months. And the biggest irony, u know what, 2012’s year of dragon T_____T I simply don’t know if it will turn out real. But I rather believe that it’s more of ‘sweet after bitter’ or ‘You wont get a rainbow without a little rain’ phenomenon. I must say, im still very contented with my life now =) Regardless, the rest of 2012, I hv high hopes on you, don’t do that to me..
As for how 2012 has been treating me so far - it hasn't been utter fantastic. I ve been so caught up in the intricacies of living until there’s no room for hiatus at all. At all. It’s quite sad, isn’t it? It’s painful having to fulfill every party’s desire and eventually, forgoing the will of urself. Worse case, when u r trying to strike a balance in everything, u just end up doing average instead of perfect for everything. Just like the production possibility frontier (PPF) in economics: Scarce resources, with multiple activities to be fulfilled. An increase here is complemented by a decrease there, unless, u hv extra resources. But how can u hv more than 24 hours a day. It’s just impossible.
And now my nose is blocked, which makes me super uncomfortable. I ve not fully recovered since Christmas and this is awful. I dont even get sick at the rainy country over the other end of the world.
Being back is definitely joyous because everything felt new and shiny all over again. But at the same time, I miss the laze I used to enjoy, I miss the skyping and msn days, I miss spending the evenings at Coniston, I miss having just a single responsibility which is to study well and pass your grades. I miss watching dramas episodes after episodes. I even miss having full financial support lol. There’s always two sides of a coin of course. England’s such a place that makes me cry and laugh.
One last sign of weakness before I go off for tdy – My emotions are playing the most cruel paradox on me! At one moment im happy, at another im gloomy. And ever since I read Let’s meet at Platform 8, it just seems to cast a spell on me. The only reward i have at current is 'work hard, play hard'. I realise occasionally, i ve started transforming into an evil pinkie who is ignorant of everything. You can see it as a hiatus, or rebelliant. No worries, not doing illegal acts that you'd imagine but just the fact that i want to prioritise myself, my feelings for some little times.
I don’t know. Apparently the dragon babies are going to have an incredibly terrible year for the next 11 months. And the biggest irony, u know what, 2012’s year of dragon T_____T I simply don’t know if it will turn out real. But I rather believe that it’s more of ‘sweet after bitter’ or ‘You wont get a rainbow without a little rain’ phenomenon. I must say, im still very contented with my life now =) Regardless, the rest of 2012, I hv high hopes on you, don’t do that to me..
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