如果你问我新年有什么愿望。。。。。。

我希望：
 

1) 秘密

2) 也是秘密

3) 不好意思，还是秘密

 
Sorrrieee lahhh..
我知道这个很 swt.. 嘻嘻！
可是真的不能说啦。。 =P

But另一件事是可以说的。我也许会再换URL， 也可能 restrict 这个小角落，更可能 privatise 这个阳光普照的地方！

Anyway，兔年快乐！

a solo experience, an enjoyment

Initially it was out of my plan to update on this trip due to several personal reasons. But whilst i was uploading the album on facebook, i realised there were a few things that i MUST share with u all regarding scotland:

Feature 1: Mussels- Oh yeah, i know they look disgusting like cockroaches. But trust me (although i've always said that im not good at tasting food), it's really nice! Seriously nice. I was even glad to have 2 meals of mussels consecutively.

So the question is: how do you eat it? Well, u eat the mussels separately. There are actually some sauce/juice/whatever it is at the bottom of the tub. And u basically dip bread into the sauce and it is crazily deliciouss!! Below's the fish that we had as supplementary. Btw, thanks to joohor for spending time with us! :D

Feature 2: Greyfriars Bobby - It was famous author John Gray's doggie. When John Gray passed away, Bobby went to and sat beside Gray's grave every single day. When Bobby died, they decided to bury bobby near to Gray and Bobby was to set an example to all dogs in the world :D

Feature 3: Harry Potter - Edinburgh's Harry Potter's birthplace. When JK Rowling came to Edinburgh with her two sons, she sat in this cafe and wrote the renowned book 'Harry Potter'. In fact, many of the characters' names stem from the Greyfriars cemetery :D 

Feature 4: I realise i begin to have lots of potraits of castles.. haha.. Tat's the magnificient Edinburgh castle behind me =)

Feature 5: I think nice scenaries are no longer a special feature. Almost every scene in Europe's pretty and enchanting =)

Feature 6: New friends - Yi Vun, Iris and Chew Woon.. :D

Yes, new flower clips!! And got a nice dress from Dorothy Perkins for just 3 POUNDS!! Shopping, that's inevitable, esp after christmas and before cny =)))

Btw, can someone tell me bout the new horoscope thing? I dont care, i still wana be a leo! See, im so 'leo' - forever stubborn, authoritative and unreasonable =P

Feature 7 shall be a very personal experience for myself. For one of the days I opted to explore the city of glasgow myself and it was immense pleasure. Walking on the streets, feeling the atmostphere, listening to bagpipes, watching the scottishs.. The atmosphere was enormously soothing and inspiring. Similarly for the return journey. It was proven true that to study/work on a long-haul train is extremely fruitful and lovely!

Not forgetting the ULTIMATE feature no.8, a big bunch of THANK YOU to crystal! We've finally reliased our promise to meet up :D :D

it's another weekend

I think if we were to have a little retreat every week for effort we've put into our studies, our work, this would be the one for this week.

天空下起雨了           他撑的伞在你的身边陪着 
可是我不快乐           因为看见他脸上的笑是很勉强的

我很想爱他              但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧       免得感情变得复杂
我很想愛她              但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗      谁能给我一个好的回答 

爱情是模糊的          可怜的是没有勇气选择
如果再舍不得          这样下去我们每个人都是受害者

当爱情陷在危险边缘      是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言  爱情教会我们都放不下

emptied to be filled

We need to be emptied to be filled again.
Inevitably, to vacant is a pain.
But without pouring out, it is not possible to fill in more water into the bottle.
We ask to be independent and strong , but courage cannot be just given like tat.
There has to be an opportunity which brings up our courage.
We long to be grateful and strengthen our relationships with our loved ones,
There has to be an occasion for us to knit our bonds together.

We like the current state, we resist changes.

I like it here! Why should I do something extraordinary and torture myself.

I've always thought that if Im pursuing my tertiary in Malaysia,

I would have jz been contented enough.

But if i've not came here, my life wouldnt hv gone an extra mile.
Of course, im still trying to hold on to this principle.

HAPPY NEW 2011! :D

抑郁。郁闷

心里抑着许多心事。我想，我每一天唯一最快乐的时光应该是看连续剧的时候吧。=(((

回顾2010 年昀之运程

这个post 是预先写好的，因为我希望在我离开这片我很爱的土地的这16个小时中，可以留下些什么的。但愿现在的我在机舱里的某一个角落正甜甜的睡个觉，或在看着屏幕上的电影啼笑皆非，而不是热泪盈眶，愁眉苦脸。

喜欢不喜欢，2010 选择匆匆随风而去了。迎接2011小兔年的当时，就“借花敬佛”来个2010年自己小回顾。。。。。。

感情

经历了这么多事，还是觉得天伦是最重要的。即使拥有挣赚英镑的机会，我依然会选择在马来西亚做工，因为我很怕“劬劳未报”这四个字。与朋友的感情，有些日渐熟络，有些日渐疏远。是因为大家都很忙因此失去联络了，还是因为大家已经没有共同的话题了。更想不到，现在和朋友聊天，主要话题都围绕在毕业和工作，而不是我不跟你好，今天我家发生了什么事这种话题。浑然发现，我们都已长大了，只能说，但愿人长久，千里共婵娟。

学业

两国来回这么多次，连朋友都说‘你都不像是在外国留学的学生’，不知不觉还剩下半年就正式毕业了（当然这是在一切条件安好的假设）。毕业后要做什么，继续升学还是加入工作族，到现在依然没有很明确的想法。读书固然好，可是太辛苦了。学生是个24小时的职业，做工顶多只是12小时。我想，在这方面，我决定‘听天由命’。

财运

这一年的财运普通。年中外婆中风，年尾入伙新屋子，家里消费日渐涨大。这一切一切，唯有让时间慢慢恢复整体经济状况。

健康

前三个月可说是我在大学生涯中病得最厉害的一次。一病足足病了三个星期，久久未能康复，把两年所储存的药一次过吃光了。唉，英国的天气。较严重的是，我发觉我的读书必备4大能力：集中能力、熬夜能力、multitasking能力还有记忆力，都一一衰退了。难道这真是年龄增长的“症状”？天哪，我才XX岁叻。哼，我宁可相信是懒散之恶神在我体内越来越不像样了。勤奋天使，打败这个大坏蛋吧!

旅游

2009年主要集中在浪漫的意大利，实现了自2002年观赏‘重上云霄’就定下的愿望。2010年往西攻到了czech republic，感受蔡依林那‘布拉格的广场’。另外，也环着英国去了几个美丽的城市。无可置否，身为个英国游子三年，所踏上的旅途实在太少了。不过，相信在2011年，“旅游”这一块会多了更多色彩 :D

爱情

身边很多的朋友的这一块已很如意了。如果真的要回顾爱情这方面，我想，我的2010洋溢着很多“蜻蜓点水”吧。就像一个朋友说的，从16岁就一直活在爱情里，如今单身，反而让自己有机会尝试另一种生活。虽然没有一个24小时任我依靠和“小鸟依人”的男友，我还很享受如今自由自在的生活，起码少了牵挂一个人的烦恼，做什么事情也不需考量多一个人的感受，更不用承受恋人争吵的折磨。空白的一页，却舒服得自在。平常心，耐心等待。

XXXXXX

选择用华语开笔，也许因为依然觉得华语较为感性，也自私的想狭小了阅读这个post的人的范围。展开2011年，还是很贪心的希望身边的人和自己一切可以顺心顺意，健康快乐。就像我的名字一样，天空照耀着均匀，舒服的日光  =]