Pig jeng was so kind to chat with me last nite, at least she waited for me to cook n eat my dinner as well as to bathe. However, she is oso cruel bcuz she doesnt help me to realise my wish. I wanted to watch 'yu dek tong hang' with her, cuz i really really miss tvb, but she couldnt help me, she's not willing to get a webcam for me.. N she even made me so kan jiong by saying kok juin onn is very jin kak in the episode. Guys, scold her for me.. She made me cry last nite.
I shud be studyin now. After the person who promised to turn up didn =( That's the horrible time difference's goodwill. So i came bloggin here. Actually I wanted to study n determined to study but most of the time i just couldnt concentrate. THe readings werent going into my mind, n i also kept procrastinating. Haizz.. U noe la, online, chit chat, eat eat sum tidbits, cook cook sum food for tea time, taking breather, sleep, clean up my room, lai lai han etc etc. Time passed so fast doing these activites. Then the work has to be delayed ade.
Im not sure, these dancing thoughts keep gesturing n i couldnt focus on what i should. Oh dear. Is it that im not prepared to study mentally? O is it bcuz of homesick? O is it jz that im lazy.. Herher.. i duno y. DO u guys hv such experience..
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